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What Treatments Have I Started in May 2024?

May 25, 2024

My treatments so far – this is informational for you, NOT MEDICAL ADVICE. These are my choices so far.

Iron IV ($200)
Administered by the Medical Oncologist since she is also a Hematologist. This is a stronger dose than my doctor is allowed to administer.
I’ve had one of her strength so far, was very groggy afterwards, but had more energy the next day
Pain after having dinner
Hoping to be able to stop after surgery

Acupuncture ($200)
Primary care naturopathic MDs office
Controls pain, muscle spasms are less after treatment
Still had pain after dinner

Immune IV ($285)
Primary care naturopathic MDs office
Felt great after this
No pain after dinner!

Until surgery will have Acupuncture and Immune IV once a week. Will resume after surgery to support healing.

All of these are helping with pain and fatigue but not eliminating it. I feel they are strengthening my body to be able to better handle surgery since I am very depleted.

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Mexico Clinic

I was referred to this clinic by a patient that is several years in remission that followed their protocol. Real people, friends, not some random on the internet or someone that wrote a book.

Chinese herbs compounded at a pharmacy ($390 for 6 months worth)
Working well, no side effects
Helping with digestion
Will continue until surgery then take a break until recovered

For inflammation and liver support:
Liver Rescue blend – buy locally
SAM-e – buy locally

Hoxsey Tonic (Included in Clinic visit cost of $1200)
Has very specific dietary restrictions that I will detail in another post since there are dietary restrictions for multiple things.
Waited to start this to be sure which things might cause side effects and this one did so cutting back right now. I need to stop this one week before surgery anyway so might wait a bit or go lighter. This is a detox formula of herbs and anyone that has done a juice detox or other detox knows you can have side effects while you detox. This doesn’t mean it won’t work, it means I need to be more gentle with myself so my body isn’t in trouble before surgery. They recommended that if you have side effects to take 2 days off the protocol and restart at half dose. Since I pretty much have to stop in a little over a week anyway, this might be a wait until after surgery and start over. In the meantime I will stay on the Chinese herbs.

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Off label use

Fenbendazole – recommended by a friend that is now cancer free after having it recur 3 times. Again real person with real results not a random off the internet person. Also combined with dietary changes. Lots of research out there to support the use of this. Mexico clinic has no problem with it, it won’t interfere with their protocol. They have seen (mostly) good and (a few) bad results.

Berberine – control glucose levels. Cancer loves glucose so we don’t want to give it more than we have to. Lots of research to support using this. Won’t interfere with any other treatments and I need it for diabetes control anyway.

Several other supplements to support my system and/or that cancer doesn’t like:
Vitamin C
Vitamin D
Curcumin and or Turmeric (I have versions of both)
Magnesium CitraMate
Oil of Oregano capsules
Cinnamon
CBD/CBG blend with Adaptogens: Ashwagandha, Cordyceps and Turkey Tail mushrooms, Vit D and Turmeric
Zinc Quercetin

As a side note: I started the off label use things immediately after diagnosis and before going to Mexico. I had labs drawn the day before starting the off label things and then the same labs drawn in Mexico. The CEA levels, which is a cancer marker measure, dropped by 900 points in one week of my protocol. Is that significant? We don’t know since it was different labs that conducted the tests. I will have the CEA checked one week before surgery to compare with the other labs done in the US and Mexico to see where it is at and to see how it changes after the mass is removed.

I also use a variety of essential oil blends for pain and other issues that vary by day both topically and internally.

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Surgery Update

May 23, 2024

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Surgeon’s office called today with an updated date for surgery – June 14th. Not what I wanted to hear but they are the drivers right now.
I will be grateful when the surgery part is behind us and I am back in charge and not under the restrictions placed by hospitals and other people.
Pre-op and post-op appointments are also scheduled so hopefully that means they can’t push it farther away.
I know we are praying for lots of people right now but if you can squeeze some good vibes in for me to stay healthy enough for surgery without more delays and without an emergency situation occurring that would be most appreciated!
(my art from my photo, no AI, hopefully to be a deck of cards, perhaps just a printable one, in the near future. Will see if my brain cooperates)

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I’m starting the fight of my life, for my life

May 10, 2024

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“This is treatable, not curable” – quote from medical oncologist
I’m starting the fight of my life, for my life. On a sunny Wednesday in May we had a life changing call with a medical oncologist to go over the results from the CT scans that were done on Monday. If you are triggered by posts about cancer please scroll on.

This is going to be a candid post about what we were told, and what we are doing, and how you can help.

Diagnosis (so far, more testing will be done over the next week to determine if there is more): Stage 4 Colon Cancer with nodules in the lungs, liver, lymph nodes and some pancreas involvement.

Because of the amount of metastasized involvement they would normally delay surgery on the mass in my colon however that mass is creating a blockage and needs to be removed ASAP before it becomes and emergency situation. Already talked to the surgeon and it will be scheduled as soon as I can come up with $21600 to prepay for it. (more on that in a minute) Cash pay is a WHOLE lot LESS than what those of you that had surgery with insurance paid.

Next is treatment. Insurance would not cover the route I am taking. I will not kill myself with “traditional” chemotherapy. I will be taking a naturopathic approach. Beginning with supporting my body prior to surgery. Weakening my body with chemo and the stress it causes on my body isn’t smart before surgery.

I will have links to all my providers and will post about the treatments I am getting. Treatments will be integrative, not strictly one type of treatment. My team will work together to figure this all out and do what is best for my body.
I will not accept a death sentence. This will not be easy. This will not defeat me.

I have ways you can support me financially. I have stores you can buy my products from. I have donation buttons for those that want to help but don’t want/need my handmade creations or my digital products.

Longer term ways (meaning it takes longer to get the money to me) are my books for sale on Amazon and my apparel for sale on Amazon. There are photo books (Kindle and Print), a few business books (KIndle), and coloring books for adults (Print).

I lost my sister to cancer in April 1999. I’m not ready to go join her.

There will be more details about the diagnosis and testing done so far to come.

Green is the color of healing. I’ll be printing some of my art (from my photos) to put all around me.

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The Family Cancer History

May 5, 2024

People in my immediate family that have died from cancer:

All were heavy smokers. The men were drinkers.
My sister: age 38 lung cancer that had spread throughout her whole body.
My maternal grandfather: 70s – lung cancer
Two maternal uncles: lung cancer
One maternal aunt: lung cancer.
One maternal aunt: adrenal cancer, possibly from lung cancer

Yup all one family. All high risk from smoking, some from alcohol.

I have never smoked.
I am not a drinker, only an occasional recreational drinker.

And yet here we are. My daughter reminded me that we lived near Kodak and Xerox smokestacks our whole lives in Rochester and area. So my own risk factors are environmental.

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Timeline (and things YOU should watch for)

May 5, 2024

I didn’t listen to my doctor. She told me what I needed to do and because I had a bad experience with a colonoscopy 22 years ago I told her flat out no I wouldn’t have one.

In April 2023 she told me my iron was super low and I needed some IV therapy to boost it up but that I should get a colonoscopy. I resisted.

In July 2023 I almost went to the ER after a night in the bathroom with severe muscle spasms, like childbirth without drugs kinda spasms. They eventually stopped that night however I did have them again daily, not as bad as the first night, for about a week.

At some point in July I went to drs for an iron IV and let her know about the spasms. I mostly managed them with magnesium (one my dr recommends). Again she said “colonoscopy”. I said no.

Throughout the summer and fall I had iron IVs which made me feel better and the spasms were still around but manageable as long as I stayed home and near a bathroom. I started having alternating constipation and diarrhea. Yeah I know, no one likes to talk about this stuff but it’s important!

In December I managed to go out to a few events, still not feeling great.

Then the real fun started. In January I got SUPER sick, Covid sick, with intestinal involvement. Coughing up a storm, extreme fatigue. I lost my sense of smell like I did the first time I had Covid so chalked all of the problems up to that. I literally slept through the month of January.

In February I started to go back to drs for more IVs, had new blood tests done. She said Deb you need a colonoscopy, your body is not holding iron at all. You are bleeding internally somewhere. In the fall she gave me a test similar to the cologuard test but I couldn’t do the collection due to inconsistent bowel movements. I had another evening of spasms that actually had me seeing spots but since they stopped after about an hour I didn’t go to the ER.

In March I had more blood work done – iron still way down even with weekly/biweekly iron IVs. Spasms started getting worse as well, but not like the times it almost sent me to the hospital. Just consistent every evening.

April 10th I had her do acupuncture on me and it was like a miracle for the spasms. They stopped. We also had an in person follow up that day and she told me about a blood test that could rule out cancer which is what we would have looked for in a colonoscopy. It was an expensive test but I said let’s do it.

The results from that blood test came back on April 22nd. She called me. She never calls me. She said “Deb it has postive markers for colon cancer, will you please get a colonoscopy.”

Colonoscopy was April 30th. No polyps to be removed (which would have been preferred!) but instead it showed a a 5cm mass that will require surgery. Preliminary biopsy is postive for cancer. Again got a phone call from the gastroenterologist on May 1st. Plus a call from my dr, and a call from an oncologist’s office.

Stage is unknown right now, waiting for full biopsy report plus CT scans and another blood test on Monday May 6th.

I had a consultation on Friday May 3rd with the oncologist and I will cover that in a separate post.

Don’t be like me and wait a year. I ignored my body. Don’t do that.

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And Another Journey Begins

May 2, 2024

Just diagnosed with colon cancer. Everyone talks about breast cancer and mammograms but no one talks about the messy tests and cancers. I’ll be talking about the messy cancer.

I ignored my doctor wanting me to have a colonoscopy. Even though all the signs pointed to a problem. She finally had me do a new blood test that looks for cancer markers. It was positive for colon cancer.

I had the colonoscopy Tuesday and got the results today.

This is a request for positive thoughts but ALSO a plea for YOU to not ignore any symptoms you are having. Get checked. Get the mammogram, get the colonoscopy, pay out of pocket for the blood test not covered by insurance that probably will save my life.

I don’t have health insurance. Having health insurance in the past almost killed me. My health is dictated by what I decide, not what an insurance company decides. I will most likely be going into massive debt over this and I don’t care. I stand by my way of health care.

I do want to clarify something about health insurance. I stand by my line that I bolded above: **My health is dictated by what I decide, not what an insurance company decides**. I know that means I will go into debt, I will work with the hospital once we have picked one to figure out their available financial aid. Please remember what we went through after the hurricane. Insurance, the govt, all the places that were supposed to help did not.

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